Salad for Thursday.

Hi.

Omg. Sunyi...

Patut orang mok kawen. Diam rumah sorang sorang macam tok nang apa jak la.. Okay. Over disitu. Tak semestinya kawen jak jalan penyelesaian mun bosan. Bunyi kedak orang kenja mok kawen lalu tek menjadikan kebosanan sorang duk rumah sebagai alasan. Pui. -____- 

Housemate won't be back until Sunday anyway so it's just gonna be me and these fluffy creatures for a few days more. Well, I don't really mind but I wish I have someone to talk to. Despite having all the technologies in hand ; smartphone, tab, laptop, wifi, whatsapp to name some but still a physical existance is much needed. :/ bosan la menaip and all. Mok klaka lamak di tepon, bak kata orang kampung aku 'kredis' yang sik tahan.. Oh man, mok top up hari hari kew? Lari bajet Korea I mun gia. Huhu

Bagi memendekkan malam tok tek I tried to spend some personal time in the kitchen. Haha personal la sangat maka ada assistant pusak. Tok kira macam alasan juak lah mok diet. I made myself some sort of salad. But I think I've put too much mayo in it which makes it a little too fatty for a healthy salad. (=_=") heh. Apa apa jak lah asal rupanya tek daun ijo. But I don't really think perut boolat aku tok puas hati so i need to cepat cepat molah dirik ngantok kemudian mbak perut keroncong tido daripada aku terlanjur masak megi. Titik.

Soooooo....

That's all for tonight walaupun aku tauk, what I'm sharing here makes no sense. Hahahaha lantak lah. Yang penting aku telah membuang lebih kurang 10 min kat ctok. 

Peace x

                   

                 

 Tok la salad ku polah tek. Belemak sik? Haha minum aek kola sambil makan tok mesti layan kan?  😁

I love this kind of cuteness.

http://www.youtube.com/v/7O8lbQGq7W4?version=3&autohide=1&autoplay=1&showinfo=1&attribution_tag=NQTiFgMBt1z5ltFX-qyD-A&feature=share&autohide=1

The cutest thing :)

**courtesy of Youtube

Aku dan Kopi aka Coffee.

Okay. 

Mata oh mata. Segar bugar. 

Terlebih kopi? No no no. Drank, I think 6 cups of coffee since morning. This is not coffee. Mata segar sebab Terlebih tido petang. Zzz -,- dem. patut sik tido tek. Aiseh, eksen jak madah gia. Esok- esok gik juak tido petang kakya sikpat tido malam. Sapa mok disalahkan? Well, of kos la bukan dirik. Haha 

By the way, bagus aku bukak cerita kopi nak? Cerita aku dengan kopi sikda la grand ney pun. Saja jak mok bercerita nunggu mata tok bosan membaca and tangan kepak megang ipad (mun handphone nimpak muka time sms tgh baring maybe gik pat tahan kot. Mun ipad? Nah. Nak ke tersembul bijik mata) huhu 

The story goes like this. (AMARAN : cerita tok sikda kaitan dengan pertemuan pertama aku dengan kopi. Sekadar nak kongsi cerita. Sesuai di baca ketika anda mengalami desakan hidup atau terbaca entri semasa meng- google-kan perkataan 'kopi') Actually, aku nang peminum kopi pun dari lekak form 5. Tea and coffee. Milo? Time rasa manjak ngan mak jew..ahaks. Breakfast, kopi adalah wajib. No coffee, I'll get cranky the whole day. You know what they said about the caffeine. Molah kita macam addict and all. Maybe gak la aku addict ngn coffee. Sikmok la ku mdh aok or sik yang penting coffee wajib. lol ketara tek addict ah. 

How kopi sik penah molah ku rasa sik ngantok? Ha. Kali dah byk gilak ku minum alu jadi immune. -,- agak boring la jugak sebab during my university days, asal final exam jak confirm manas. Why? Aok lah. Dah mok stadi last min sik penah berjaya. Pffft Kunun minum kopi to make sure I stay up, last last after 4 cups dah flat. Segar apakah itu? Segar bermain di tepi pantey lam mimpi. Meh.  -_________- my friend said aku tok gila minum kopi banyak. Eh sik gila. Sewel jak. 

There's this one time waktu final exam. I think paper LAW. Budak bengap ler kiranya tok sebab fail first time ambik waktu first sem. Walaupun aku rasa aku bukan fail sebab ku bengap tapi prof yang ajar subject ya agak strict. Why? Gne la mun dah half of the class failed. Soooo obviously, I sik la bengap ney nak? 😛 

Okay. Meyimpang......

Hihi. So since I sikpat ambik subject ya during my second to fifth sem due to my credit hours memang pack, terpaksa ambik time final sem. Bahaya? Kenak nya sik.........huhu...demi mok grad terpaksa la stadi smpey lebam. Dipendekkan cerita, maklum la student suka stadi last min ( sempat nangga Running Man and Secret Garden..leleh leleh aek mata nangga oppa Hyun Bin okay ) kunun nak buang stress tapi stress mende maka chapter 1 pun belum abis khatam. Tett. So, final hours, like few hours before turun kampus, minum la kopi bergelen gelen. Tak cukup kopi minum Red Bull. Mengikut teori kawan, Red Bull bagi tenaga. Tenang kedak ney pun aku sik paham sebab ikut logik bukan mekorang mok pegi ekot marathon pun. Ahh. Ekot jak lah. Dah terdesak tek nak? Hebat. Mata boleh la tahan sebab overdos macam macam. I don't remember exam tu start kul brapa but yang pasti, during the exam yang 3 jam, OMG, Tuhan jak tauk betapa blank nyer aku. Why? ( why lagi haha) sebab otak dah exhausted sangat.. I think I wasted about 20mins before aku hidupkan otak aku balit. Zzz seksa! Makin la stress bila student course lain yng ambik subject sama pandey nanges time exam. Aaa stress! Mental diserang. Dalam hati ada gak curious kut kut dia terlebeh minum kopi and got blanked macam aku jugak ke? Anyway, Amen for today for I actually passed the paper. :P kalau tak pass takde la aku turun keja esok kan? Hahahaha

Kesimpulan, ingat aku dah insaf minum kopi? No no no. Agik peminum kopi okay. Esok pagi minum kopi lagi hahaha cheers to all coffee lovers! ( daripada minum beer/ liquor tek nak -walaupun sedap opps! ) but coffee? All time fave! 

That's it. Goodnight x

Public holiday on Tuesday.

Hello. 

It has been a looooong day! :/ Public holiday katakan. 

Haritok duduk umah jak..maklum la housemate balit Kuching sebab mok urus hal nikah. Just me and the cats. *sigh* Tinggal gik di tempat orang. Carik makan katakan. All my friends yang from this place pun busy. What I did the whole day? Ntah lah, sikda yang spesifik. Nangga tv, mandik, main game Marketland kedak orang gila bisnes. Haha then now it's 8pm. Still at home. Genap la seharian di rumah. Esok klua pun sebab mok turun keja. Tet. Nang bagus anak Pak Ating tok. Bukan jenis poya- poya katakan. (Eksen. Maka pantang diajak klua. Wekk) 

Ala. Kira okay lah tak klua jejalan habiskan duit kan? :) dapat berjimat. Nak kawen katanya. Nak melancong mimpi nya. Tapi asal klua je duit mengalir macam air paip. Beli tok beli ya. Arumbulak semua benda kat pasa yang penting dan perlu. Tak wujud istilah " BUY WHAT YOU NEED, NOT WHAT YOU WANT" pun.. Part mana lak yang jimat? Then mun anak menteri ka or anak OK sikpa la kot. Heh. 

Well, better duduk rumah tengok tv. Berita tv3. Ni mamat oversea mana lak kena cekup buat sindiket ni? ( tetiba jeling tv tertengok muka mat bangla ) oversea le tu kan? Asyik nak tengok orang Korea je.. (Psst..aku tengah tengok Running Man pun sekarang ni) Ala, mengiburkan apa..

Okay. Esok nak keja. Zzz Orang padah, you have you LOVE you job in order to enjoy what you're doing everyday. Ye lah, it's not like you're gonna work for a day or two nak..it's until pencen pun. Mun kinek dah mala komplen, rasanya sikkan menikmati hidup sepuasnya. Well, looking at it in a positive way :) 

So, maybe I'll just enjoy today. (maka dah malam hari, apa mok dienjoy pun aku sik pasti. Hahahaha hampeh!) tido je lah.tengok tv. Main game. Makan coklat. Minum kopi. (Minum kopi di malam hari?) erk, no worries. For coffee lover like me, kopi malam ka siang ka, 5 gelas to 7 gelas sehari ka I won't stay up punya. Or should I say, kebal? Haha malas nak cerita history aku ngan coffee nektok. Next entri jak lah ho. 

Mun aku boring kelak, ada entri kopi menyusul. *smirk* 

K bai. 

Title pilihan : Pressure mok kawen.

So, it's a Sunday afternoon. Typical Sunday afternoon.

Macam bosan je..so korek punya korek terserempak with this old blog. Blog dikpun yg sik brapa nak idup. Haha :D Wasn't an active blogger by the way. Teringat ngan blog tok pun segal membaca blog-blog orang. Respect habis la dengan bloggers yang up cerita best-best. Cerita aku ni obviously poyo and just sesuai pake baca dikpun jak. Well at least, this is some kinda like a silent listener punya instrument to my world class problem! (kunun)

Teringat kat plan my boyfriend and I nak kawen. Being pressured by his family is quite depressing actually. Nak suruh kawen by next year youu and I am so not ready :'( I mean how on earth aku tok mok ready, keja pun sik smpe staun..ya pun keja sik brapa nak class (even dah complete degree). It's a tough world untuk budak2 bok grad okay.. And blanja kawen bukan seposen wei..mun seposen maybe rami orang kawen 10 kali setaun. Mungkin la..sebab bajet kawen murah kan? Dipendekkan cerita, after a few arguments among us (me and boyfriend) and since this guy is so hard to make decision or macam yang dia claim "nervous" la konon nya tek (macam aku sik??) we decided to betunang by February 2014. Plan je ni. Belum confirm cos need to wait till our parents jumpa and discuss further. Scary jugak la bab-bab nak meninggalkan alam bujang ni.. I mean, setelah sekian lama single (and no problem, ahaks!) now terpaksa switch mode relax masak megi kepada mode bini mithali mampu masak lauk sekampung pulak  -,-" heh. Berat nyer tanggungjawab nak dipikul..Time camtok la bok sedar pengorabanan seorang ibu dan isteri yang bekerja.. Thanks mak! <3

Anyaway, I need some tips on how and where to start my planning. Takkan nak plan membabi buta pulak, last-last tak terkawen sebab molah planning merapu-rapu..zzz

(Gambar sikda kaitan dengan kejadian. Tok gamba mula bercinta. Kurusnyer taun 2002)

Okay. See ya! Mok search benda berfaedah lok daripada aku nguras sitok. Hehe

Weird.

To be happy or not to be happy. Just the matter of choice. I wanted to be a happy person and not to be dissatisfied or unhappy about these worldly things. We, as human, just can't do that can we? People said it is because we are human so we have this so called FEELING that allow us to have the same feeling over and over again. To be honest, i really don't wanna be a negative person. I wanna keep my self positive all the time no matter what situation. But why oh why it is so difficult to do? 

Keep reminding myself in a difficult situation but ended up got stucked up and regret everything. I am not a patient person. I am lack of tolerance. I am a closed minded in certain situation. That's me obviously. I am not proud to be one but...

Life is weird you know. You always ended up being someone you don't want to be...

This entry ends here.

An exam.

My first day of weekend. Well. I had an exam today. Mok gilak carik keja ngan government tek nak. But the exam was tough though. Like super tough specially the section B. i don't have high hopes on the exam since even if i pass this one, there are still more stages to go. But i'm taking this as an experience. :)

Oky. Ngantok. See you tomorrow.

P/S : posting Gary of Running Man for fun. Haha