When you feel like giving up, give Him a call.

Since I'm a k pop fan or you can say, alert about anything related with Korea entertainment industry, the suicide news of the blooming actress, Jung Ah Yool, is quite shocking. http://www.allkpop.com/2012/06/rookie-actress-jung-ah-yool-passes-away 

How i wish she did not commit suicide and talk to someone instead for advises. What I'm trying to say here is that, I really wish for anyone, not only those actors and actress, singers and musicians, sportsmen to think twice before deciding to end their life in such a tragic way. Despite all the suffering, all the pain, all the fame, all the depression that they felt they can't longer bear, they do still have someone that would listen. GOD.  Yes. God is always listening. Many of us thought that He won't never answer but He never give us a test that is beyond our strength. He knows a lot. As long as we remain faithful and trust in Him. Nothing can shake us. :)

Not only Christians, I do believe that any other religion in this world taught the same thing. I know, at the very moment when people thought of giving up life, they are at their lowest time of their life too. I know. I've been there. Just to share my experience, well actually, I've thought of it. I suffered inside out. I felt unhappy. Unwanted. Depressed. Pressured. Angry with my self. Lost of self control. and I can't think of anything other than to put the misery to an end. But then I realized, I should seek help for the very last time from one person. God. Honestly, I did pray my heart out. Crying on my bed asking "Why this....Why that..Why me..." I told myself that If my heart is still feeling burden the moment I open my eyes, I just thought that, That's it. It's the end. It has to end. I ended up sleeping though. When I woke up, I felt lighter inside. Slowly I regain hope. And today I just hope everyone at least try to seek for the last hope by giving Him a call. (through prayers)

You see, God never leave us alone. You just have to ask :)

Dear readers, I'm just saying. And sharing. I felt the lost of our dearest actress is quite saddening. I love her in the drama 'Love Love' and she was such a beautiful and talented young woman. May her soul rest in peace.

What a night.

My niece and nephew just came for the weekend and now both of them are sleeping in my room. Right now, one of them just off the bedroom light since they can't sleep with the lights on and they left me struggling to type something since it is dark -,- now my cat is trying to jump on my laptop!

The boyfriend is, meanwhile, trying to install the video setting. Still waiting though.What a huru hara night for me. *silent scream* Better off to bed then. Good night,lovers!!

p/s : i know this entry is quite meaningless. Been trying to type longer but i really can't work in the dark. Sorry. Heh.

I Want This. So. So. Bad.

I Want This Red Canon EOS 1100D <3 *drooling*

I Love You, Baby I'm Not A Monster.

I've Graduated!

On May 16th 2012, i officially graduated! :) I think i did a great job! hehehe Will upload some photos soon.

Don't look back.

I wanted to write about yesterday's incident but i think it is better left unsaid. I mean, i was planning to say something about it but i was too angry and pissed that i just went off to bed just to avoid myself from thinking about it. 

I don't want to think about yesterday. I'm moving forward. Not backward. So, there's no need to look back when there's nothing good to look back at right?

I Love My Girls.

Here's a photo of me and my 3 best friends :) This photo was taken 2 years ago during the BASiS Annual Dinner. Gosh. I miss them! This was one of the most fun night. Us, dressed up in our traditional costumes. What can i say, i am proud to be a Lun Bawang :)